I'm still here. I've quite honestly been rather depressed and have obviously not posted in a while. I'm trying to sort through a lot of "schtuff" in my head right now and I always seem to "muddy up the waters" during this process. I have a lot to think about in regard to my life and I'm not myself anymore but I don't know who I am either. I feel like my life is just one rather long Existential crisis. I’m wondering if I’ll ever be norma and how many years of therapy it might take me to get therel?