What to do, what to do.

Sigh. I am feeling something right now and I have absolutely no idea what it is.

I know that more often than not it is men who don’t know how to identify what they are feeling. However, for the majority of my life I didn’t allow myself / wasn’t allowed to “feel.” Now, when I am confronted with something I don’t understand I tend to revert back to my former habits. So, here I am, amidst confusion, and not having the first clue as to how to muddle through the surprising contents of Pandora’s box that I’ve opened.